had a nice time with my most avid fan the other day. suddenly when your world falls apart, there's no one else to turn to. thanks! alot of things are probably going to be different. might as well just get used to it. i'm reading a book my most avid fan lent to me: By the river piedra i sat down and wept. powerful story about a woman who meets her childhood sweetheart after many years and finds hes a spiritual teacher who performs miracles. what's so sweet is that he still has the love for her after 11 years. i go awwww at these stories.

had a nice sleep on the couch. feels like i've just got a hangover even though i've never even had one. these are the loneliest times in my life but i'll make it count.

i still want the shortwave set song!!!!