Dr Brian Chia just rocks everyone at Chem1104. wooooo!! made a new friend in nafiza (dont know how to spell). she's a cool indian muslim.im in a great class. me usha suraya and nadzirah always sit together and laugh at DBC's antics. its really funny lah.

today, cell group was great. i just felt great just worshiping God. music really... is my life. i'm just enjoying playing and i think everyone felt the presence of God as well. never had that in cell for some time.haha suraya kept saying she doesn't like my hair down cuz it looks 'weird' to her, so i've been tying it up. but in cell, everyone says its nicer when i don't tie it. Caijie says its 'refreshing'. wow weeee, i'm 1 step further to the look i want.

i'm not wanting to say i'm sad even though i am. what i want, can never happen to pass. i hate to be onesided, so i'm not going to say anything anymore. it just hurts too much if i do. i hate to say that i miss you so very much.but i just cannot. it just hurts too much. i just wish i could have you again in my life. i guess some things just can't.

going to catch up with one of my great secondary school friends on sunday. so see ya!