okay, full confession here. i feel at a loss now. i know for the past few days , i've seem quite bold and strong, but i guess that's just the facade i'm hiding under. within, i feel the loneliest. suddenly, it just feels like everything i've worked for, is gone. i know, friends are there, etc etc. but like i said in the previous few posts, about my pri school cousin being clingy? i feel like im her now, desperate for someone to be around me. despite what i've said, i just feel like its futile and it feels like everything is now lost. what am i to do?