today, was a day where God really convicted me in a subtle way. i had 1 GTT patient today, MF keep complaining to him, ask me not to talk so much. please its a 50 year old fella. then anyway, GTT, must take blood twice to see the difference in the 2 hour interval of fasting and the blood after drinking the glucose drink. so the guy was back for the 2nd time and he actually said i took blood very well, don't feel pain or what. ok fine, i've heard that before already ( haha) but that's besides the point, cuz after that, he asked if he could show me something to read. i was thinking he must be a Christian already. then i just said ohhhh and laughed, so i think he guessed im of same faith of him, so he jst asked me what church im from and all, say God bless. i know its nothing significant, but it just shows me how God is thinking of you and how He brings people to your life subtly. ok

well, today, su and i wanted to study at the esplanade but the thought of the 50% sale at projectshopbloodbro was so tempting, so we went to looksie, in the end, we ended up walking all over marina sq, buying a pair of flipflops, hp pouch, rasta bracelets and LUSH:deux(a lush99.5fm compilation cd) for me, a pair of flipflops for her. then we were irritated by the ripcurl cashier cuz the staff there keep giving us weird looks and then he was beckoning one girl to come over when iwas at the cashier. how dumb and rude is that? then, there was some fashion show thing at the stage, thus we stuck around and watched girls parading themselves.

well, anyway, after that on the way back, she suddenly asked me what good friday was about.. i was quite stunned because i didn't know what to say, but i just felt some excitement building up la. its like after that, i just explained about Jesus dying on the cross, the ultimate sacrifice, then we suddenly lead into muslim and the lamb thing , how similar muslim and christianity are like, then she talked about all the lonely, feeling empty thing. i wanted to show her the 4 spiritual laws booklet!!! but its like ahhh!!! suddenly hold back. now i feel quite bad, i mean, i could've given her a chance to know how God is like, but i look at myself and i just didn't feel worthy enough to tell her. ah i just pray God show me another chance and opportunity. or i might just take that myself. but i thank God for it . really, it just brings me to another spiritual level where i actually feel the joy of sharing Christ even if its in an indirect way.