'Silence breeds contempt in me. Should i pack away all my possessions?' , Polaroid: Silence

What kelvin asked in cell group, whether the 'feeling' has come to where you feel God has left church. I remember i felt a tad of that 2 months ago. I wondered , what is church for when I go there just for the sake of it, when I don't feel any different from non christian friends. I thank God for Jing yu, as one of the cell groups, she came down to meet me when she was staying at wil's house for a while. What she said, moved me. thanks a lot. and i guess, i just pulled through all that.