I dont know if i should ever be pissed off at her, after all she's quite a good friend to me, but too good? until i get insulted. i tried to hold back, after all, i guess she's getting used to the novelty of sitting at my place. i wanted to do my old job so much this week. everytime, there's something difficult, she thinks she'sbetter than me. if you are, stop calling me to help you so much and then later still refering it to someone else to do. i did the inevitable by telling laiteng but like LT says, i'm just taking it abit too hard. i've let it go already, thats why Lt says MF says im a survivor in the lab since i dont take things to heart. oh well, i'll just do the best in whatever i do. maybe it's just the hormones. such an imbalance this week. bleah..

like i'm expendable.