life is bigger than what i thought it was 10 years ago. technology and advancements. so what if these are great? i sort of start to see and want simplicity. to get further advanced, we need to constantly upgrade ourselves and be aware of economy and what not. might be late but its better than nothing, that i start to be aware of it. just having some extra responsibility of being an adult. its not all noodles and strawberry cheesecake anymore. it's about rice and 'something more filling than strawberry cheesecake'.

maybe there are times when i just want to go back to when i was small. haha that'll be selfish and immature of me then since i'm only thinking of myself. so it's time i take up that 'mature adult stance' and pick up what i think should be left on the ground.