wow today i cleared my room! it has this enormous amount of fluffy dust under my bed and i felt so shiok after vacuuming and mopping under. then i changed my bedsheets and threw out all unwanted papers and books and files. i'm still trying to design my room, not that good with the ikea program i dl yesterday. but i'm excited about it

i'm still pondering over the part that said i've changed. yea i think i have, and just feel like i'm such a lembik person with no backbone or something. if i suddenly revert back, would it be shocking? too fast? today's conversation didn't go very well, but its all in the learning process. hope toget a 2nd chance.

these few days i've been going toilet a lot, sorry fishcake if yours havent . lol like i said, eat lots of hot stuff and drink cold milo/milk in morning, sure go toilet. but it's not a healthy way lar, now somehowwwww or it's just my imagination that my stomach feels kinda flatter . now i'm trying to find 'night of the sugar plum fairy' for a ringtone