got asked by alvin if i could be the bcm1st service music team 'leader' , so called 'cell leader' to them. been pondering if i should, like keep thinking i can't since i'm really lousy at 'leading', he says we're never always good enough, and also, maybe afraid of someone in there. BUT! i 'll try because if i don't God will put someone else and i dont want that. i want to do it!

thanks alvin.

i'm sleeepY