went for the FOP yesterday. i felt apprehensive, kept thinking everyone was going for the hype and loud music. at a point i even felt disgusted, are christians being hypocrites these days? then again, i guess i am one as well. i recalled back to the time when we first went for synergiz in 2003?4? and it was those days of youth when i felt so energized and on fire. i compared myself and then i realize, i'm just grown up already and those are just ways of how i express my worship and praise, and its different from how i do it now.
alvin said its just a way of reaching out to youths these days. you need to appeal to them. and i just had some flashback to how i was in my heydays as well. well its been so long already , sometimes you just wonder what happened in between those years, how much have changed, or rather how have you actually changed. that was a statement.

on a bad note, my face looks like crap now!