few days ago there was lab session and wow it was just team work literally actually more like TEAMS-work. raw capsicum, cooked capsicum, orange juice and cordial were split between 5 groups. the 5th? doing the controls. haha it was supposed to be 1 group doing 2 samples. but in the end it was messy and i kinda got pissed at 1 person or maybe even 2. i hate showing my emotions. it betrays me. even if i show it, no one gets what i'm feeling so i guess its still bad nonetheless.

leading on to the point where i used to love surprises cuz i rarely get any. maybe i'm just feeling emo cuz i'm gonna turn older this sunday.

i'm just sooooo sian!

or maybe its because i'm missing my carbs. been eating bread the whole week. or perhaps its just seeing the biochem book that makes me feel so depressed.

i'm still sian.

i feel like indulging in so many things now: shopping eating and SOMEthing.

argghh! am i just wasting my time?