i'm quite happy with my life now. everyday is a new learning experience but i'm glad experiences come by thus i can learn.
that being said, alvin left for church camp on sat. i must say i miss him badly. wondering why whenever someone goes, you miss them more than when they are actually around. maybe absence makes the heart fonder. but apart from these cliche sayings, i think i want to make myself look forward to his presence everyday instead of only in his absence , missing him. i'm happy for a lovely boyfriend like him. i thank God that one day about 5 years from now, we'll be married and perhaps fighting more? haha but it's just a couple thing, we learn and grow together. I thank God for him because I get the chance to love. i know there are many guys out there, why him? 1) cuz he is really what i need. sounds cliche i know. but when i think about it, he complements me. what i do, what i say. among guy friends i know, he's the only one i can really click with the most, the one i can express myself, the one i can be crazy (i'm still working on this part, sorry if i'm still not that crazy as you would like me to be). 2)his effort in making everything nice, in directing the relationship towards the proper direction. i know i'm not a very talkative person but he still makes effort in making conversation (which i'm STILLLLLL trying to improve on)
there's still other reasons . in a relationship, its not the feelings that sustain it because times of high and low feeling goes. but its really God's love that sustain it all. so thank you alvin chan zhiliang for being in my life and the love of my life!
oh he really encouraged me on methods to study, which i found one of my own tho its not really a method, which is understanding the concepts and reading many times until i get it. its just me, i understand things slowly. so the test actually went great with God's help too. there were some questions which i didn't understand but i analyzed it and the options and chose one. believe it or not when i checked my book, answers were correct. haha great!
that being said, alvin left for church camp on sat. i must say i miss him badly. wondering why whenever someone goes, you miss them more than when they are actually around. maybe absence makes the heart fonder. but apart from these cliche sayings, i think i want to make myself look forward to his presence everyday instead of only in his absence , missing him. i'm happy for a lovely boyfriend like him. i thank God that one day about 5 years from now, we'll be married and perhaps fighting more? haha but it's just a couple thing, we learn and grow together. I thank God for him because I get the chance to love. i know there are many guys out there, why him? 1) cuz he is really what i need. sounds cliche i know. but when i think about it, he complements me. what i do, what i say. among guy friends i know, he's the only one i can really click with the most, the one i can express myself, the one i can be crazy (i'm still working on this part, sorry if i'm still not that crazy as you would like me to be). 2)his effort in making everything nice, in directing the relationship towards the proper direction. i know i'm not a very talkative person but he still makes effort in making conversation (which i'm STILLLLLL trying to improve on)
there's still other reasons . in a relationship, its not the feelings that sustain it because times of high and low feeling goes. but its really God's love that sustain it all. so thank you alvin chan zhiliang for being in my life and the love of my life!
oh he really encouraged me on methods to study, which i found one of my own tho its not really a method, which is understanding the concepts and reading many times until i get it. its just me, i understand things slowly. so the test actually went great with God's help too. there were some questions which i didn't understand but i analyzed it and the options and chose one. believe it or not when i checked my book, answers were correct. haha great!
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