i'm into my music thing again where i feel like i'm not complete without music. of course i'm only complete with God but i mean myself.....

i realise that i've always been myself because what i listen to, defines me and i like the edge i have over others because i'm not conventional.

well that was me last time.

now... i've mellowed and its a good change of course, being mature and participating in more 'adult' things

obviously i won't go to listening to hard rock and that type, just more and more bossanova and industrial.

apart from all that, mama and me have been great i think we've advanced much more with understanding. i feel like even if i dont have much to say (honestly i'm still trying to improve on this part), we won't have this 'silence' which we used to have. i feel all these wouldn't have been without God in our lives. God's love.

been doing hematology today. quite fun. i hear jacintha complaining about the nurse who came to take their blood today , i'm quite appalled by their standards. sorry the next few words are very 'hao lian' but i think i'm goood and they should've waited for me. hhahaa so super hao lian i know.. but aiya everyone wants to be wanted mah...

heh anyway i wish a million bucks would just drop from the sky so it would solve my money woes but aiyo it's not an easy path ahead and i shall strive..........

but what would you do with a million dollars anyway?