i guess i've been wondering what makes a relationship work.

and surprise, nothing comes up other than communication which is probably the most important.

i'm sad. cuz the past few weeks, we've not really been communicating. why? i don't know. i'm sad, because you would sms other people than to ask about my day. (maybe its what i notice)

maybe its my fault as well.

maybe i just want to hear you tell me that you still think about me.

that i'm still special.

that i'm wanted by you.

maybe its just pre birthday blues.

i miss everything about you but i'm afraid to tell you. because you aren't really a words person and these sort of words you'll just brush off. i hope i'm wrong.

well just writing here because i doubt i can tell you these now and you'll reply me so nicely, plus you're so busy with your work.

i want to tell you so many things but i don't feel connected to you.

i want to reconnect back. would you want to?