I don't know why I feel like I'm always doing something wrong. Can't I think before doing something ? Sigh. He is still angry and I don't quite dare to do anything . Tmr is genetics exam. I am really tired of going to school. Sometimes regret fills me like why did I take this course for? Should I have done it somewhere else instead ? Started later when I was more matured in knowing what I wanted in life? Maybe even not doing the course. But no instead I'm a year late from graduating and nowhere near my goal.

Or maybe I'm just feeling emo now. Just times where I need a listening ear but I made mine angry so I ve myself to talk to.
Really want to cry .

The only nice part about the parade was the lady commander haha she's cool.