exams are coming yet again. i only have myself to blame for trying to chiong my studies. a result of what happens when i didn't work harder earlier . i hear mizi wanted to quit just cuz he failed molecular bio yr 2 , twice. i wonder what would've happened if i failed again and didn't want that to happen.

been very tired lately at work. for thurs and fri, mui fong and adele weren't around. i had to be the in charge. not easy really. i hate to say this but working there for 4 years had made me what i am. what laiteng told me a few years ago 'you must know everything, if not one day seniors not around then how?' for this reason, i pushed to know the happenings around. and i'm glad i did . proud of myself for those 2 days. but i'm always glad to have someone over me. wanted to take half days last week to study cuz it just isn't a conducive environment to study at work. but i couldnt cuz only left the 4 young ones around, they dont even know how to close the machines so i 'sacrifice'. i'm glad sandy allowed me 2 days leave for tmr and tues.

i dont know how i will survive scie3326/7. its gonna be the toughest module yet but partly because i dont have nurul, lokman, jane, and the rest that i know around. i dont even have a lab partneR! thank God for christina and sharon loh. i wonder what would've happened if i weren't in this course. like if i took a different path. i wonderr..........