Today i went to work without my handphone and it's nothing to me. if i could survive 1 week without a handphone, what's a few hours to me. But it still felt weird as i didn't have my music. So it's like on sunday i resolved the issue. and today when i came to work, i felt great. could talk with ease with H but there were still tension around. I guess my stress comes from work. it's difficult not to get close to colleagues as they are people you see more than anyone else. I know i have become more selfish during these months to them, to others. But i told God about it and i just feel free now. No more moody Van, out comes the cheerful Van where everyone can rely on. However, just when i had set my mind to it, something bad happens. Shall have to seek God again.

on a good note, microbiology is good. the thing that scares me? is that it's tied in with immunology and genetics which i need to brush up ALOT on. why can't there be a module on hematology? that 'll be too easy for me. haha. i was scared when i entered the class, i've seen everyone before but that was previous modules and my calculus clique is already dispersed thus it's a brand new start in a sense. but i was sooo super happy when i saw lynn walk into class. ahhh same lab group somemore. cool ah. i still have regrets failing in the past when i could actually be with my 107 batch of pple. now i'm stuck with the 108s. demoralizing but i shall push on.



Muse-Take A Bow

i really love this song from the show ' watchmen'. reminds me that we're all not perfect people no matter how great we are.