ahh that time of the month is coming soon. haven't been feeling this depressing feeling for some time. these days i just feel so very sian. overwhelmed is the word i think.

need more encouragement but of course i cant rely on people. wish i can cry out to someone who hug me and just listen .

i'm just ao tired of work these days. i feel horrible after shouting at the patient but ...
finding a new job? maybe i dont even want to work?
just feel very dead and crying it out makes me feel better.

these are just my pre monthly thoughts and feelings