as the month of ramadan is here and hari raya approaches, i was just looking back at my life and realized how much my malay friends mean to me. from pri sch till now, my greatest buddies are still malay. from pri school, there's shazleena who lives at the first floor while we lived on the top floor, there's pseudo malay andrey (ok la he not counted but still!) whose friendship with me still havent die yet despite us not talking from time to time. in class, im always seated with malay classmates (dont know why), in pri 5, my best buddy was the monitor who was also malay.
sec sch cannot count since its a methodist sch and not many malays around, but still , there's kabetha and pretti who are non chinese whom i made friends with and friendships still going on.
best times were in RP where in yr 3, my entire circle consisted of suraya, nurul, hilman, zul, dzul usha, royston .
even now when im working, the easiest pple to talk to are malay , like the reception staff siti, suraya who is in clinical, liza who is in my lab.
i've learnt to work with them and eat with them, even to the point of 'bukak puasa' with them which is during fasting month, i would wait till they can eat then i ll eat my dinner too. ahhh i dont know why just a heavy feeling in my heart for them suddenly during fasting month especially. its like a burden to want to tell them about God and all. but its tough. i almost had an encounter with suraya before but it didnt come through.
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anyway just my thoughts if you are reading, im really sorry for whatever has happened. call me petty? call me ignorant? call me possessive? i have no idea, i was just looking through some old photos and i teared as i just feel like those are happy times and i want those happy times instead of times like this. can't say much anyway , maybe im waiting for you to talk to me? i dont know if you're angry still or what. or am i supposed to come look for you? i dont want to appear so desperate but i feel so but i cant do anything. hope things will be fine somehow. i miss you and just want to have time with you.
sec sch cannot count since its a methodist sch and not many malays around, but still , there's kabetha and pretti who are non chinese whom i made friends with and friendships still going on.
best times were in RP where in yr 3, my entire circle consisted of suraya, nurul, hilman, zul, dzul usha, royston .
even now when im working, the easiest pple to talk to are malay , like the reception staff siti, suraya who is in clinical, liza who is in my lab.
i've learnt to work with them and eat with them, even to the point of 'bukak puasa' with them which is during fasting month, i would wait till they can eat then i ll eat my dinner too. ahhh i dont know why just a heavy feeling in my heart for them suddenly during fasting month especially. its like a burden to want to tell them about God and all. but its tough. i almost had an encounter with suraya before but it didnt come through.
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anyway just my thoughts if you are reading, im really sorry for whatever has happened. call me petty? call me ignorant? call me possessive? i have no idea, i was just looking through some old photos and i teared as i just feel like those are happy times and i want those happy times instead of times like this. can't say much anyway , maybe im waiting for you to talk to me? i dont know if you're angry still or what. or am i supposed to come look for you? i dont want to appear so desperate but i feel so but i cant do anything. hope things will be fine somehow. i miss you and just want to have time with you.
posted by Queen P @ 7:32 PM
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