mui came back from meeting and said there's some reshuffling of staff across the 9 polyclinics and NCC and NHC and SOC. i saw hidayah's name in SOC and i'm like, whaaaaaat! how can lor. 3 years of service for what seh and i dont get up. aiyo, alot of changes . we're all potentially relief staff. suraya gets to go MP, which is ok la she also won't be staying for long. there's going to be new staff at BE and everyone's hoping its entirely new girl. don't know why but future here seems to be so uncertain. sigh... need some support. sick and tired of everything really. i've shown some stupid happy side but deep down, its just sick. NUrul's favourite word!

pple think i'm one of those dont like to plan and just go with the flow thing, but now when i do? its too much lar. 2 projects (1 huge scientific report, sucky stuff to write), 2 modules, 2 side projects . the 2 sides? why am i even doing it in the first place. would i even get appreciated? there's once today i wanted to cry from so many things and i'm so not going to hold back now.

someone teach me essence of time planning.
i feel sad for a friend, heard his mom passed away in feb and i was so super shocked. never expected it but she's gone to be with God and i'm glad.